Missing What I Had

They say sometimes in order for you to be happy, you need to step out of your element. Well that's what I did 5 months ago. I came to Vegas. Now don't get me wrong, I love Vegas, but the job I have is not giving me any kind of hours, I applied at so many places, and I feel like I gave up something for nothing. Maybe I'm getting homesick, but I feel like I can't take care of myself, let alone take care of my kids. I pray about it, and I know that everything happens when it is meant.Is it meant for me to be out here, and try to survive? I said I would give it a year, and man so far it is a ruff start. I'm gonna try my best to hang in there for the sake of my kids.