Friday, October 23, 2009

What else could possibly go wrong this week? My car won't start, several job interviews and no call backs. I'm very frustrated. Hope next week is better for me.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Beauty Show Dates To Remember

October 24-26, 2009
Black Beauty Expo
Richmond, VA
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October 25-29, 2009
Bronner Bros.
Seminars By The Sea
Paradise Island, Bahamas
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January 11-12, 2010
Beauty Expo USA
Las Vegas, NV
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009

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Friday, October 9, 2009

Trying To Beat The Flu

Last Thursday my son came home from school sick. This infected the whole house. My boyfriend had caught the worst end of it. He had to go to the hospital, because had ended up with pneumonia. My twins just had a cough and a low grade fever, my four year old daughter has a cough, and stuffy nose with a fever that comes and goes. Now me, I have the stuffy nose, bad cough, and body aches, But I can't be sick...I have to take care of everyone else. So I wake up and take Theraflu, and Tylenol for the aches and pains, then I'm off disinfecting everything that the kids have come across. I tell you its torture when everyone is sick at the same time. I'm going to beat the flu, it will not beat me.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Missing What I Had

They say sometimes in order for you to be happy, you need to step out of your element. Well that's what I did 5 months ago. I came to Vegas. Now don't get me wrong, I love Vegas, but the job I have is not giving me any kind of hours, I applied at so many places, and I feel like I gave up something for nothing. Maybe I'm getting homesick, but I feel like I can't take care of myself, let alone take care of my kids. I pray about it, and I know that everything happens when it is meant.Is it meant for me to be out here, and try to survive? I said I would give it a year, and man so far it is a ruff start. I'm gonna try my best to hang in there for the sake of my kids.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Frugal Finds Of Beauty

Checkout Maybelline New York Color Sensational Lipstick for $7, at Cvs, and Walgreens. Also you can find Black Opal Cover and Conceal $6, and Rimmel London Sexy Curves Waterproof Mascara for $7 at the drugstore. Bath and Body Works has the Signature Collection Fragrant Waters for $19.My favorite one is the Japanese Cherry Blossom.. Oh yeah I also found a 5 Second Strengthen Nail Pen for only $5. I love being able to find great beauty products on a budget.

Friday, September 25, 2009

How The Wii Fit May Have Inspired Me To Really Diet

The other day I went in to Best Buy with my family. As we were all looking around, I decided to get on Wii fit and give it a shot. Well it asks for your birthday. After that I stood on it, and it took my body measurements, and weight. It gave me a balance test. In the end it told me that I was obeased, and that my body was weak like a 45 year old.

I have to say that really hurt my spirit. For one I'm 32. I often have pain in my knee, and my feet hurt because I'm constantly on them. But this my friends is no excuse. I gotta stop the eating cause I'm stressed syndrome. I gotta get more active. I need to workout, and diet right. But I love food. So I need to find a way that will permit me to keep eating the food I like, but still be able to lose weight.

So today is September 25, 2009, and I will give myself until March 25th, 2010 to lose 30lbs or more.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

The Joys And Challenges Of 3 Year Old Twin Girls




Oh me. oh my! I am blessed to have four wonderful kids, who sometimes seem crazy to me. Twins. Girls at that. It was cute when they were small, and don't get me wrong, it still is. But it is a lot of work. They are complete opposites. Skye is my girly girl. She loves to get her hair combed, toenails painted, play with Barbie dolls. Everything that is girly that is her. Now Symone on the other hand is the tomboy. She talks about Spider-man, Batman and the Hulk. I have to kind of coach her about girl things. When we talk about birthday parties. Skye is all about the princess jumper. But Symone wants Spiderman. Then I here the constant fighting.The Skye hit me, or Symone called me ugly. But in the end its all hugs and kisses. I love my twin girls, and they are not easy. But I wouldn't change it for the world.

Gaining Weight

OMG....I have gained 30 pounds since I've moved to Vegas. Alot of it due to stress, and being in a new city and not knowing anyone. The upside to this is that everything that I would need to get to like the mall, the park, library, and grocery store, are all in walking distance. This is great for me, cause I can take the girls out everyday and just walk and enjoy the scenery. I also realized that I have to stop stressing myself out. Things will happen for me in due time. So no more late night snacking, and I gotta cut back on the soda...but I'm so hooked On Coke Cola. I have to have at least one a day. But I'm gonna work it out. I definitely need to find a workout to do. I ain't trying to be no skinny chick, cause I love my thickness...I just want to be healthy for the sake of my kids.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Cutting Back

Recently I had to scale back from a three bedroom to a two bedroom. But for me that's okay. You gotta do what you gotta do to survive. My kids are adjusting well and so am I. I am starting to like Vegas a little more now.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Disappointed

Yesterday I had an appointment with utility assistance. I tried my best to plead my case. I told them that I just started working and I wouldn't get paid for another two weeks. I showed them the letter from my employer, and I told them I only have money to cover September rent. The lady told me that I need to choose which one is important...all I want is some help. I told her I have 3 small kids, and she told me that their is nothing they can do for me.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Doors Of Opportunity

I just got hired at a nursing registry on Thursday. I am so excited. Soon after that I received 3 other calls about employment....I do believe that this is my time, and I will make it work.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

I Got A Job

God is good...yes he is. I finally landed a nursing job through a registry. Now I can set my days and hours I want to work. I am so happy I can jump for joy. So now I can focus on being happy and living my best life.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Another Great Sale At Walmart

Well Walmart is having another great sale starting tomorrow. Boy short-sleeved crew shirts for $3.50, Girl Tank tops $2.50 and the shorts as well. Boys Polo striped shirts just $5. Girls and boys underwear just $5, and some for $4.50. And for those college kids or just to have on hand 3 pack deodorant and toothpaste for $5. I just love Walmart, especially because I have kids and am on a tight budget.

Friday, August 14, 2009

Sometimes All I Want Is Peace And Quiet

I love my family, but sometimes I need some me time. Some time for me to reflect, relax, and clear my head. I want to get to know me better. I want to figure out the things I like and don't like. I want to explore new things, just be me. Don't get me wrong, I love being mother, girlfriend, nurse, cook, and maid. Those are some of the things that make me me. But I want to be Robin Who is Robin? Well I am a laid back, soft spoken, cool chick, who loves life. I am hard working, kind hearted, and sweet. But if you cross me I can be mean. I don't like to be mean, but I can be. Most of all I'm just a girl who loves peace and quiet.

Starting My Own Business

I have to say this is some what difficult. I love and enjoy making jewelry, and accessories for women and young girls. It's all very new to me, but I enjoy it. I would love to sell my items but I'm not to sure about how to go about doing it. You see this all started because I haven't found a job yet, so to keep my mind occupied while waiting for phone calls on job offers, I turned to making jewelry, and accessories. My girls love it, and a few of my friends love it. But how can I market my products? it would be a dream come true if this could turn into a profitable business.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Two Weeks Left Till School Starts Back For The Kids

Well, I'm pretty much done with the back to school shopping. Walmart is my best friend...lol. They have everything you can possibly want and need for school. Crayons for a quarter,glue for a quater, folders 15 cents, back packs $9...I mean this is great. I'm really looking forward to the first day of school, unlike the kids. But hey that's lofe. Summer was cool, but now we got get back to our old routine, and besides they'll be out again for Christmas. What can we possibly get into before these two weeks are up?!

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

He's So Excited

Today Stan started his first day at Walmart. He is so excited about it. I don't think I've ever seen him so happy. He looked so cute in his uniform. He had so many nice things to say about Walmart. So glad that he's happy. I love to see him smile.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Being Happy

I am so happy with my kids and my boyfriend. They all keep me on my feet. Harmony has her sassy ways, Symone is so sweet, Skye being the girly girl, Vic loving insects and other boyish things, and Stan just being the loving man that he is. God is gonna see me through this trying time, and I'm gonna continue to be happy, because I have the most important people in my life, and I live for them. I love you all.

Monday, August 10, 2009

Staying Focused

Today, I put in two applications. Now I have to locate my immunization records to start one job. I am determined to make it work out here. I have my certification, and I know that they're are plenty of jobs out there for me. I can not lose my focus. I have always been strong when it came to finding and getting a job. But it just feels different in a new city and state. I feel like my family in Cali, is upset with me for moving. but I did what I felt was the right thing to do for me and my kids. Although I am struggling, I am and will make it out here as long as i believe. I love it out here. The area is peaceful, the kids love it, what more could I ask for. I wish my family had faith in me, but as long as my kids and Stan have faith in me, I guess that is all that matters.

Saturday, August 8, 2009

My Heart Is Broken

I can't figure out why my family is upset about me moving to Vegas with my kids. If they only had listen to me about the problems Iwas having out there, than they would understand why I had to leave L.A.. I needed something different, something new for me and my family. I feel much safer out here. To have both of my parents tell me not to call them anymore really hurts me. How do I explain this to my kids? I believe we will be ok, I believe that God will watch over us. I am going to make it with the help of my boyfriend. Now I feel like he is all I have to fall back on support.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Answered

I asked God could he help me get through this trying time. I had been looking for a job for almost 3 months while waiting for my nursing certificate. Well yesterday my prayers were answered. I got my certification. Now I have to get out there and put it to use. I got to find me a good job. This is just one blessing, and I know that they're many more to come. So today I'm gonna get out there and put in some apps. I've been up since 4 putting in apps on the internet. I am very thankful. Thank you Lord!!!

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Peaceful

Today was very quiet for me. The kids weren't really fusing with eachother, I got to enjoy time with my sweetie and relax. I did a little work on my website, and checked up on my online jewelry store, and that's about it. Tonight for dinner I'll be making baked chicked, mac and cheese, and mixed vegetables.

Friday, July 31, 2009

Enjoying The Craft Of Making Jewelry

Well who would of thought that I would love making jewelry. As much as I used to buy earrings when I was working, I've found out that it's much cheaper to make your own, and it's fun too. So far I've only made about four pairs, but I plan to expand and explore the art of jewelry making.

Walmart has a limited selection of beads, and findings, but they do have very nice prices. Michael's on the other hand has a very large selection, and reasonable prices and it could become a beginners dream place to purchase items for their creations. They also offer classes to make certain pieces.

I love making earrings, and plan to expand on making bracelets, and necklaces. This could also be the start of a small business venture. So wish me luck!

Thursday, July 30, 2009

So What About Me?

What do I want to do with my life? What are my dreams? Well I want to be happy and fulfilled in my life. My dream is to become an Emergency Medical Nurse. I would also like to start my own business selling the things that I love to create(earrings).


I need to unpack my dreams today. I must place them in my heart and mind. I must and will perue my dreams, because all things are possible with God in my life. Today must be the day that I start my journey of a new me. So no more waking up in the morning feeling blah. I must wake up feeling thankful, and greatful.


I know doors with great opportunity will be opening up my way, and I must learn to have patience. It is very low, but I'm working on it. And when th e oppo rtunities come my way, I will step out in faith, expect the best, and move forward with confidence. I will make it out here in Vegas.


I gotta stop downing myself. I always say I'm a failure, I'm not attractive, I'm overweight, just nothing that people would want to be around. But see when I was in L.A., I only felt that way when I was in a bad relationship. But that changed a year before I came out here. I mean I had friends, and I was close to most of my relatives, but Stanley helped me realize that I was a beautiful and fun person to be around. i started loving myself more. I was only focusing on my kids, and work, and not me. Coming out to Vegas, not knowing anyone, not working has set me back in my old state of mind. But I'm gonna get it together. I promise that I'm gonna start loving myself more.

Not Doing So Good Today

This shit is fucking stressful. Pleas excuse my language, but I am upset. I had this arguement with my boyfriend about how I am feeling. I am so stressed out about not having a job. This has taking a toll on me and our relationship. I love him to pieces, and want things to be how it was in L.A. He is getting ready to start school in two months, and I am so proud of him. This is something he has been wanting to do for a long time. He is going to be fine, but me I don't feel so great. All I want to do is wor, and provide for my family. My self esteem and confidence is gone. I know I am not suppose to put myself down, and i promised myself that i would stop doing that, but it is very hard.

I read this book called, Starting Your Best Life Now, by Joel Osteen. It's very inspiring, and I told myself that I would live by it. I need to discover me again, and I'm having a hard time doing that. I know my boyfriend loves me, and only wants the best for me and my kids, and I want the same. I pray everyday to God, and I know that my prayers won't be answered on my time, but on his. I must learn to have patience. I don't want to lose my faith and God, but I'm so stressed out. I feel blah. I don't feel worthy. I feel very unhappy with myself, and I definitely want to feel how I used to feel. Happy. Happy to be me, happy to take care and provide for my family. So please help me Lord.

Monday, July 27, 2009

Leaving It in Gods Hands

Today I decided to turn my problem over to God. I have no job. I've gone on countless interviews, and still came home empty handed. So here it is God. Please help me keep a roof over my kids head, please help find a job, please help me keep the faith. I know this is alot to ask, but I will do anything to take care of my kids. You have made away for me before, and blessed me in so many ways, so please Lord, bless me again.

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

DOING ALOT OF THINKING

I have been on alot of interveiws, and put in alot of applications. Nothing is turning out for me. I don't want to go back to Cali, but I also don't want to keep struggling. Rent is do in two weeks. I can't get any kind of assistance out here, and I'm starting to get frustrated. My stress is through the roof. I don't want the kids to see me crying or struggling. Right now I would take any job. I pray everyday, and sometimes that just doesn't seem like its enough.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Nice Day

Well today was sunny and hot. 113 degrees to be exact. I took the kids to Walmart and they all got activity books. I purchased my very first scrapbooking kit. I haven't started on it yet, but I will tomorrow. I have a box of about 1000 photos to go through, and I am very excited. This will help keep my mind off the stress of no one calling me back for a job. I also plan on getting back to making earrings.

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Friday, July 17, 2009

Not Feeling Like Myself

I've always had a job since the age of 17. I have always taking care of my kids on my own. Now that I'm in a new city and state, I don't feel like myself. It's not like me not to have a job. It's not like me to not be able to provide for my kids. I feel lost, helpless, and empty. I found a place that is hiring for caregivers. I am hoping that they hire me because I have been in this field for nine years. I enjoy working with the elderly. I am praying that God blesses me with this job.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

My Silly Girls

Today my girls decided to pull out their clothes out , and play princess and the clothes castle. I couldn't get mad, all i could do is laugh at them, and join them. My son thought we were crazy, but thats o.k.. I'll let them play until they get tired. This will give me an excuse to go through there clothes that are too small. When I'm done, I'll cook the catfish nuggets, and fries, then it's bath time. Then we will play beauty salon, and they can get their hair and nails done. You just gotta love having girls to do girly things with.

Praising All Stay At Home Moms

I have never been a stay at home mom. I've always had a job, because I'm a single parent. But since we've moved to Vegas, and it's been hard for me to find a job, I've been home with the kids. And it is a different experience for me. I was used to getting the kids ready for school, and by the time we would all get home it was time to cook dinner, give baths, help with homework, and off to bed. But staying at home, lately I have been able to watch my kids grow. Its not easy being a stay at home mom. There is always something to do. Cooking, cleaning, errands, everything. When I worked, I would cook quick meals, try to clean and do laundry and run errands on my off days. I never really new just how active my kids were. They definitely keep me on my toes.

So all you stay at home moms, keep doing what you do, and may God continue to bless you and your family. It is a wonderful, and fullfilling experience for me. I would hate to change it, but I know I have to find me a job and support my family.

Monday, July 13, 2009

Some Free Things To Do In Vegas Pt 1











When we first moved to Vegas, I searched for free things to do here. We went to the Wildlife Habitat at the Flamingo Hotel. The kids loved it. They got to see turtles, fish, exoxtic birds, ducks, African penguins, swans, and sparkling waterfalls, and flamingos. We even got to see a few weddings taking place.
The Fountains at Caesar's Palace was a nice spectacal. They have beautiful garden, and not to mention the Shops at Caesar's Forum. That is the place to be if you are a shopping fanactic. But be prepared. It took us three hours to walk through the shops. The scenary is breath taking.
The Sunset Stampede was a mystic water and laser show held at Sam's Town Casino and Hotel. This was a relaxing show that is held in the indoor patio section of the hotel.
The Freemont Street Experience is very nice at night. We went a few times. Right now they are hosting a Summer of 69' show, with a free concert, and light show. The kids always enjoy dancing to the band, and watching the artist paint pictures in a very creative way.
We haven't even completed the list of free things to do in Vegas, but when we do, I'll leave a review. Oh yeah, there's two free shuttles that are at Sam's Town Casino and Hotel. One goes to The Freemont Street Experience, and the other goes to the Las Vegas Stripe.

The Good Deals At Walmart

My girls love to shop at Walmart. They are having a wonderful sale on items for your dorm room that can be used at home. They have a Eureka 4-inch Stick Vacuum for $15 in green, orange, and purple. This was good for me because now i don't have to lug the big vacuum up stairs. The Sterilite 3-Drawer Mini with Flip-Top Lid comes in handy for their barrettes, and jewelry for $5. The colored hangers for $2, are great too, because I can organize their clothes since they share a room. I brought them the Sterilite big drawers for $9 in their favorite colors, pink, green, and purple. Oh, and there's this 18-gallon tote for $3.50, which I use for their toys. I spent $60.50 plus tax to decorate their room. That's not bad at all, especially when I didn't have to come out of pocket. I used my $100 Rent.com rewards card.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Coupon Queen

I clip coupons , but I am definitely not a coupon queen. I was reading in Essence Magazine an article on money saving tips, and how this women went to the grocery store and used her coupons on $200 worth of groceries, to only walk out paying $5. I was so amazed. Her tips are so good. But alot of buy-one-get-one-free items, and use two coupons to get the items for free or at a rock bottom price. She also buys about six Sunday newspapers just for the coupons. I think this is such a great idea. I'm gonna give it a shot, and see how much I can save.

Staying Positive

Well I've got some good job leads. So tomorrow I'm going to check them out. I believe they will pan out to be something good. I gotta stay positive, and remember that i am blessed, and that this is a test from God. I will have a job out here before the month is up. When I lived in L.A., I never had this problem, but all states are different. Don't get me wrong I like Vegas, but I'm sure I'll like it more once I start working. So wish me luck.

My Kids

My kids are crazy sometimes. My 8 year old son tries to compete with the girls. I have to tell him he can't get the things that they have, and they are so much younger than him. My girls are 4, and the twins are 3. He is old enough to make a sandwich, to go hang out with his friends, and just be a boy. My oldest daughter tends to act like she's the oldest. She tells him what to do. I have to tell her she is younger, and she needs to respect him, but that goes in one ear, and out the other. So I tell him to demand his respect from her, and he tries, but she makes it hard. They love eachother, always playing together, and he'll stick up for her, but sometimes it's like she is the oldest. The twins try to be like her, and boss him around, but he can handle them. I believe Harmony will always try to boss Vic around, and he's gonna let her. Its hard being the only boy, and I try to let him go to his friends , but sometimes he wants to be a homebody. Its really hard because we just moved to a new state, but eventually it'll get better. I love my crazy kids...lol!

Having Daughters

It is so funny watching my girls grow up. My oldest is 4, she'll be five in Nov. My twins just turned 3, a month ago. Harmony, the four year old, loves to be the boss of them. She will tell them what to do, what to wear, and how to play. Skye the oldest of the twins is very danity, and sensitive. Symone is the baby of the bunch. She lets the girls tell her what to do but to a certain degree. She can hold her own. I love the girly things they do. Dress up, painting their fingernails, and toe nails. When we go shopping at Walmart, it's always "Mommy, can we get I-Carly, or Hannah Montana?", I have to tell them not today. Shopping is fun with them sometimes. Its a pain when they whine and cry about what they couldn't get. As I'm typing this, Harmony is behind me bossing my oldest son Victor around, and telling Symone what to do. I have to explain to her that she is not older than him, and that she needs to respect him, she looks at me with a funny face, and continues to talk to him like she's the oldest. I love my girls, and hope they don't grow up competing against each other.

Friday, July 10, 2009

The Way I Feel Sometimes

Sometimes I feel like a failure. I brought my family to Vegas from Cali. We've been here for two months. These two months i have applied at many jobs, and gone on interviews, and nothing has turned up. We have nothing. No beds, no couch, just a little t.v., and the computer. We are barely getting by. The kids don't mind cause its summer time and it's fun to play camp out. But I mind cause I know I can do better. I feel lost, and hopeless, and all I can do is pray. But sometimes I don't even feel like that is enough.

Usher Dedication To MJ

I really enjoyed the Usher dedication to MJ. It was very heart warming, because you could tell that Usher really admired Michael Jackson. He was fighting back his tears, but in the end he just couldn't hold them back. It's ok for men to cry. It means that they are in touch with their emotions.

Google Adsense

Can someone help me? I have been trying for three days to ad my google adsense into the html code, and I have been unsuccessful. Please help me. I have watched the demo and the things that it is telling me to do is still not working.

The 10-Minute Workout

I love doing the 10-minute workout. I can do it in spurts anywhere. I try to fit in 2 or 3 sessions a day. I can work my arms in the morning, my butt and thighs in the afternoon, and my stomach in the evening. I also plan on changing my diet which is hard, cause I love all types of food. You can go to my website for some of my 10-minute workout routines. I would love to join a boot camp class out here in Las Vegas, and groups out here of women try to just be themselves.http://sites.google.com/site/justbeinggirly/

Thursday, July 9, 2009

You Gotta Love Yourself

In order to love someone else, you have to love yourself first. You gotta refrain from negative thoughts about yourself, remain loyal to you, be thoughtful and kind to yourself, love yourself, forgive yourself for all the wrong things you have done in your life. Embrace your dreams and aspirations that God has placed on your heart. Love every aspect of your life, the good and the bad, because this is what makes you you.

Being Over Qualified

I moved to Las Vegas two months ago with my family. I haven't found a job yet, but I've applied everywhere. I'm from Cali where I worked as a CNA and a MA. I'm currently awaiting for my certification to be endorsed to the state of Nevada. I decided while I'm waiting I would apply at some Assisted Living facilities. At these types of facilities you are assisting the residents with personal hygeine, grooming, medication reminders,ambulation, and companionship. These are things that you also do in a convalescent home. The only real difference is in assisted living the rooms are like little apartments, and in a convalescent home a resident is most likely sharing a room with one or two other patients, and there health might be a little more severe than others. I love working with the elderly, so hearing someone tell me that I am over qualified to work in their facility really hurt me. I need a job, and i need one bad. I have four kids to feed. I have even applied at Walmart, and Wendy's. My journey isn't over. I am determined to get a job by the end of this month. So wish me luck!

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