DOING ALOT OF THINKING

I have been on alot of interveiws, and put in alot of applications. Nothing is turning out for me. I don't want to go back to Cali, but I also don't want to keep struggling. Rent is do in two weeks. I can't get any kind of assistance out here, and I'm starting to get frustrated. My stress is through the roof. I don't want the kids to see me crying or struggling. Right now I would take any job. I pray everyday, and sometimes that just doesn't seem like its enough.