Not Feeling Like Myself

I've always had a job since the age of 17. I have always taking care of my kids on my own. Now that I'm in a new city and state, I don't feel like myself. It's not like me not to have a job. It's not like me to not be able to provide for my kids. I feel lost, helpless, and empty. I found a place that is hiring for caregivers. I am hoping that they hire me because I have been in this field for nine years. I enjoy working with the elderly. I am praying that God blesses me with this job.