What do I want to do with my life? What are my dreams? Well I want to be happy and fulfilled in my life. My dream is to become an Emergency Medical Nurse. I would also like to start my own business selling the things that I love to create(earrings).
I need to unpack my dreams today. I must place them in my heart and mind. I must and will perue my dreams, because all things are possible with God in my life. Today must be the day that I start my journey of a new me. So no more waking up in the morning feeling blah. I must wake up feeling thankful, and greatful.
I know doors with great opportunity will be opening up my way, and I must learn to have patience. It is very low, but I'm working on it. And when th e oppo rtunities come my way, I will step out in faith, expect the best, and move forward with confidence. I will make it out here in Vegas.
I gotta stop downing myself. I always say I'm a failure, I'm not attractive, I'm overweight, just nothing that people would want to be around. But see when I was in L.A., I only felt that way when I was in a bad relationship. But that changed a year before I came out here. I mean I had friends, and I was close to most of my relatives, but Stanley helped me realize that I was a beautiful and fun person to be around. i started loving myself more. I was only focusing on my kids, and work, and not me. Coming out to Vegas, not knowing anyone, not working has set me back in my old state of mind. But I'm gonna get it together. I promise that I'm gonna start loving myself more.